Sunday, August 26, 2007

Tentang Pilihan dan Kematian

kucing : dear, given a choice kan
kucing : would u prefer utk mati mengejut or mati lepas sakit lamo sket
kucing : sori if this question make u feel uneasy
kucing : hehe


Kulat : hehehhehe
Kulat : jap mikir
Kulat : mati sakik lamo


kucing : why


Kulat : sbb
Kulat : atleast i ado maso ler nok mikir pasal nok taubat, nak beramah mesra ngan ahli keluarga
Kulat : nak mintak maaf
Kulat : mengejut mmg tak best lah dear


kucing : another question
kucing : given a choice..
kucing : terminal illness
kucing : nak ambil palliative treatment supaya dpt hidup lamo sikek ko
kucing : atau tokse
kucing : sbb in the end mati jugok kang sbb penyakit tu
kucing : nk prolong life ko tokse


Kulat : hmmm....
Kulat : mace duk ngaji dale kelas ethics in medicine jah ni hehehe


kucing : well~


Kulat : idup lamo sikik tu brapo lamo?


kucing : hmm...
kucing : not sure


Kulat : basically treatment or not la keng


kucing : yeps
kucing : tp
kucing : palliative treatment
kucing : mmg takleh sembuh
kucing : and it's COSTLY


Kulat : kalu i, i buat....
kucing : why would u do i?
kucing : (assume u can afford it la)
Kulat : sbb i rs stupid kalu x buat
kucing : why stupid
Kulat : sbb kalu i dgr ore hak ada chance utk idup lebih lama
Kulat : tp xnak take the chance
Kulat : that is stupid
Kulat : so, if kena pada i....mesti i nak gak treatment tu


kucing : what does longer life guarantee?
kucing : knp nk hidup lama sgt?
Kulat : ermm...takuk matiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
kucing : adekah dgn idup lama tu sure dpt buat amal banyok n taubat n kutip pahalo
kucing : kalu idup lamo koho tambah doso..?
Kulat : no no
kucing : lagipun ore masuk syurga or neraka dgn rahmah Allah, bukan krn amal


Kulat : dying - by itself is terrifying


kucing : (i believe u understand my statement tu)
Kulat : yer yer pehe
kucing : hmm, why do find it terrifying?
kucing : (sorry if u think i'm morbid, but i found death fascinating)
kucing : (not because i'm frustrated with life or what, cuma rs menarik)


Kulat : your own death pun fascinating kor?


kucing : (of kos la i TAKUK gok, tapi i found death n dying, well, fascinating. yes, even mine)


Kulat : kalu i, maybe other people's death......but my own....


kucing : why are you terrified of it?


Kulat : kalu i ler ni
Kulat : jap nok mikir


kucing : sori dear, but it's really interesting and mind-opening to explore reasons n issues like this
kucing : that sometimes we took for granted


Kulat : macam ni i rs
Kulat : it is terrifying because it is unevitable
Kulat : u r not the one who makes the decision when n whether u want it or not
Kulat : and once u r dead, u cannot be alive again
Kulat : u cannot go back


kucing : it's terminal


Kulat : yer yer thats the word


kucing : (that's one thing i found daunting about death, it's terminal-ness)
kucing : teruskan


Kulat : the fact that u cannot become alive again, i think that's terrifying
Kulat : if u bleh jer rs jap, dan come back.... only then it can be fascinating
Kulat : dan satu lagi
Kulat : bila ore tu alive, dia buleh kecek...wak naka etc
Kulat : tapi once that person is dead................
Kulat : he/she is just a body....

kucing : er, now u r talking about org lain punye death ke guano nih

Kulat : buke....my own death ler

kucing : teruskan, i tak fhm sgt lagi konsep yg u nk ckp tu

Kulat : mcm ni, i sll tgk dlm movie perang kan
Kulat : masa ore tu idup, bestfren la keng
Kulat : tapi bila ore tu mati..... terpaksa ditinggalkan to rot just like that
Kulat : maksudnya..... bila dah mati, u have no value to other ppl


kucing : hilang identity?
kucing : become a non-person?


Kulat : walau mcm mana org lain syg u, once u r dead.... they have to let go
Kulat : non-person tu gapo? plant kor?


kucing : err.. kirenye tak wujud lagi laa


Kulat : yer yer


kucing : hehe
kucing : non-entity


Kulat : u tok sero gitu kor kalau tgk cerita ore mati hok keno tinggal?


kucing : not really
kucing : sbb it's quite firmly planted in my mind that the person is the soul
kucing : kalau dh mati, soul dh blah gi mana yg die kna pergi
kucing : the body is, what it is, without a soul it's a mass of organic compounds
kucing : it is, as you say - or I said sbnrnye - a non-entity
kucing : why do u find it - er, menakutkan?


Kulat : it tu gapo?


kucing : the fact that death turns a person into a non-person


Kulat : yg i rs menakutkan adalah perubahan dr a person to non-person tu
Kulat : dari manusia yg boleh berjalan, kecek
Kulat : sesaat u mati, u r nothing


kucing : hmm.. (sdg memahami dan cube meresapkan ke dlm fikiran utk empathize)
kucing : nk jd writer kna la pandai empathize


Kulat : i rs mcm ni sebenarnya bila tgk movie yg ada kematian, dan org tu terpaksa ditinggalkan
Kulat : maksudnya, bila org tu alive the friend mesti jaga n sayang....tapi bila dah mati, u become nothing.... n other people also need to let go n move on......
Kulat : u r now just a dead person
Kulat : if dlm keadaan bahaya ker, no one will care about u because u dead


kucing : menarik, i had never heard ppl taking it in that viewpoint


Kulat : they will only care about themselves, if they cant carry u... then they will let u rot mcm tu jer.... dah hilang dah rs nak jaga n sayang tu sbb harga diri mereka, as someone is alive is more valuable now
Kulat : sama mcm dalam bilik surgery ker
Kulat : masa nak selamatkan u, org bleh work on your body n selamatkan u
Kulat : bertungkus lumus
Kulat : but once u r dead
Kulat : well, u r now just a body.... semua org tarik nafas lepas lelah, dan move on


kucing : hahahha, “mati jugok akhirnye”
kucing : (ayat u tu lucu, “tarik nafas lepas lelah”)
Kulat : lerrr doh meme gitu
kucing : mcm relieved plok akhirnye dh mati so tak payah susah lagi
Kulat : hahahha
Kulat : transition tu sgt ketara actually


kucing : normally if one is afraid of death, one would try not to think about it kan
kucing : but that would lead to a very dangerous method of coping, which is by pretending the problem doesn't exist, and hence not preparing to face it
kucing : in other words, one wouldn't really prepare for death - or more explicitly, for life after death
kucing : what say u?


Kulat : hmmm....
Kulat : eh saje nak syer
Kulat : aritu i gi interfaith dialogue tajuk 'where do i go from here?'
Kulat : dialogue tu pasal life after death la keng
Kulat : pastu ado ore tny sek secular humanism
Kulat : ke mana kita pergi selepas kita mati?
Kulat : then speaker dia dgn penuh confident jawab
Kulat : 'asking where we will go after we r dead is like asking where does the picture go after we turn off the tv'

kucing : (i see a flawed logic and a mismatched analogy there, but go on)

Kulat : masa dia oyak tu, i baru lepas belajar pasal pictures on tv mcm spm, so i gelak kuat giller
Kulat : tu jer ler i nak syer.... i just rs kelakar jer



meow~




3 comments:

Anonymous said...

"bila kucing dan kulat berbicara"

Anonymous said...

Sy tertarik dgn konsep 'person jd non-person' lps manusia mati. Bg sy manusia hanya diingati tika hidupnya sbb jasad yg lebih dipandang. Walaupun pd hakikatnya roh itu la yg lebih berharga nilainya dr sebuah jasad. Meskipun kedua2nya hanyalah pnjaman sementara drpd-Nya..Wallahua'lam..

p/s: keep on writing..;)

Anonymous said...

Dibah rajim dengar dop, Allah memberi harga diri kepada kamu dengan mengurniakan roh dan akal...

or something like that